vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
1:42 AM

tina to joyce: "ikaw gusto mong makinig, ako mas gustong gusto pinipigil ko lang.."
gustong song ni tin sa the corrs, "so i listen to the RADIO and all the wongs we used to know.."

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Sunday, January 25, 2009
3:01 AM

this is pretty random, so bear with me..

I give up. I've been brooding over my uber low grades, crappy writing, and numerous counts of tardiness, so last night (no, actually last last night) I decided that i give up. i don't want to exert any real effort for my academic responsibilities anymore. i think i'm sick of school already, I just want to hang-out with friends in school everyday.

or maybe, all this hype is just brought by the fact that in less than two months, I'm free from all this! the excitement is killing me, as well as the upcoming thesis defense is killing me. we're having mr salandanan and ms montanez as our panelists, need i say more? if it had been papa chan, i'd rather just stand there and look at him wreck our thesis hahaha (as long as he don't ask us to start from scratch)

anyway, i stumbled upon this article that says "you are not worthless if you don't get good grades and that getting bored is hardly any way to learn anything" and most importantly, "even if you hate school, YOU ARE PERFECTLY SANE." everything i needed to hear.err.read..whatever..

i'm back to my higschool ways!! woot woot! FUN! back in highschool, I'd come to class with nothing but my packed lunch, jug of ice cold water, and "chinese garter". until now, i can't fathom how i made it through those four tormenting years. honestly, i don't think i learned a thing in higschool although i was always in the second top section haha, i believe that what made me pass highschool was instinct, common sense, and pure luck.

i made huge adjustments when i stepped to college and now that i'm on my last year, I say enough of the pretense. I'll just have fun! haha i'm on a roll (until my parents discover that my grades are changing dramatically, will sure get some verbal spanking, oh well I'm used to it.)

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Thursday, January 08, 2009
3:15 AM

what am i to you, tell me darling true..to me you are the sea, vast as you can be and deeper shade of blue.. when you're feeling low, to whom else do you go? see i'll cry if you're hurt, i'll give you my last shirt because i love you so.. - norah jones

grabbed from Jowin hahahahaa

Here are the rules:

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle. 

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer 

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS 4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?  i can't make you love me - bonnie raitt (wth?!)

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? the nearness of you - norah jones (no way, ang cheesy ko naman kung ito haha)

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?  same direction - hoobastank (ano lalake din ang type niya? OMG!)

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?  I'm Done - pussycat dolls (pwede? haha)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?  bodies - drowning pool (ha walang kwentang buhay to hehe)

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?  sexy can I - ray j feat young berg (ang halay naman)

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?  scar tissue - red hot chili peppers (with birds i share this lonely view..huwaw loner? hehe)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?  i'm a slave for you - britney (utang na loob naman...)

9) WHAT IS 2+2? wake up -rage against the machine haha ewan ko n tlga

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?  last resort - papa roach (haha hindi naman s last resort grabe hehe)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? look after you - the fray (ahhhh favorite song ever!! pero hinde rin hahaha)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? out of control - hoobastank (so ironic haha)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? vermillion - slipknot (i'm not real haha)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?  - my violent heart - nine inch nails (ang halay tlga)

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? dig - mudvayne (kamusta naman sa sayawan yan haha)

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?  - judith - perfect circle (ano b yan yung blasphemous p na kanta baka di ako papasukin ni san pedro)

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? crush - paramore (hobby n pla ang magka-crush hehe) 

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?   hishoku no sora - shakugan no shana (o soxal seceret nga chinese eh kahit ako di ko maintindihan haha)

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? fire starter - prodigy hahahaha pwedeng pwede!!!! so far ito pinaka tumama haha

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? ocean avenue - yellowcard (aba malay ko)

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE? killing in the name of - rage against the machine (baka magiging guerilla ako s kabundukan at mapapatay s engkwentro..ay scary haha)

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?   bitch - sevendust (f.y.i tungkol s bitterness ito..soo pwede na haha)

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? piece of me - britney spears ??? X_X

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?  - got thr life - korn ... no comment na walang wala eh

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?  - come clean - hillary duff (xet nalaman nio na meron ako nito s playlist haha)

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? call me when you're sober - evanescence (awwww)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? passive - a perfect circle (tungkol to s enemy, so baka walang may gusto sakin lahat sila kaaway ako haha)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? - miss you love - silverchair (may ganung factor)

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?  - get me bodied - beyonce? (isang higanteng question mark)

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS NOTE AS? what am i to you -norah jones haha catchy pwede hahaha

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Wednesday, January 07, 2009
3:51 AM

I've been encountering different faces of death this past few days..you can either put it in the literal context or something else. Because that's how vague the word death is.

if death means the substantial extinction of life then it could either be the process or the end itself. I've been dealing with such lately, some I can tell, mostly I can't. I'm thinking of saving things from dying right now.

anyway, I'm grooving to Kat de Luna's Whine up as of typing time which isn't inspiring in any way for this entry. ok that's 5 mins. (or 10 if you're a slow reader or if you have a bad connection) of your time.

"when we lose ourselves in fear and despair, in routine and constancy, in hopelessness and tragedy, we can thank God for Bavarian sugar cookies. And, fortunately, when there aren't any cookies, we can still find reassurance in a familiar hand on our skin, or a kind and loving gesture, or subtle encouragement, or a loving embrace, or an offer of comfort" stranger than fiction (i know.. i know.. fave movie okay..)

p.s. psyche i pray that you go to heaven even if i don't know what caused your death.
p.s.s. sarah, i'm sorry your hamster died last night, don't worry i made her a nice and comfy coffin and dad burried her in our plant box. ;(

think happy thoughts!

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