vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Saturday, November 29, 2008
6:16 PM

here are the links..nakakahiya na nakakainis na ewan ko..mixed emotions..

http://mikosamson.blogspot.com/2008/11/quibbles-qualms-and-intellectual.html

http://beabautista.wordpress.com/2008/11/22/400-years-of-existence-is-nothing-to-150-years-of-excellence/?referer=sphere_related_content/

http://beabautista.wordpress.com/2008/11/27/the-only-time-were-anti-poor-is-when-we-disparage/

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(2) comments Sunday, November 16, 2008
3:46 PM

i got envious. 'nuff said.
can this program read my mind? my personality analysis was short and sweet.(or not)

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You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence.

You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends',

but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative.

You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

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(0) comments Saturday, November 15, 2008
2:38 AM

How do you mend a friend's broken heart? first, you go crazy with her as if you're drunk. second, eat and stroll with her aimlessly the whole day!

disclaimer: don't expect sense in this entry.

as our barkada's (7 deadly sins) shock absorber (with my friends being a bunch of emotional vampires), i was sort of obliged to keep her distracted today. hehe..
(teka mas may impact to pag tagalog..)

how it all started. . . we we're dismissed an hour early in class so we decided to head off on our own ways. i was REALLY ABOUT TO GO HOME, unfortunately I couldn't get a ride so i texted tina (anger) about it and she told me to grab a hot choco in Dunkin' Donuts at Morayta, so I did. so nagsimula ang trip namin sa tugtog ng Soulja Boy! the beats played on, i bopped my head along and tina said i was embarassing her. tapos sumayaw ako ng may talon talon

kaya nagkahamunan ng pahiyaan. mas walanghiya mas maganda. ayun nagwala wala kami ng slight sa counter at umupo sa tabi para kumain. tapos yung cup holder nung hot chocolate ginawa naming shades! cool! lumabas kami sa store na may shades na karton ng dunkin' D. ang saya mukha kaming tanga! ;p tapos ginawa din naming mask! it's a wonder how you can make so many uses out of it! pero ang ending eh naging baller na lang siya hanggang sa mamasyal kami sa morayta.

tinatamad kasi umuwi kaya auun libot libot. tapos naalala ko na lagi niya ako pinipilit pumunta sa Isetann (a place i never knew of until today). so pumunta kami, in fairness scary ng mall na yun, grepa kahit sa loob haha. kumain kami ng chichirya at popcorn. so ayun may hinanap kaming tao na WALA doon. disappointing talaga at sumakit lang ang paa ko. since disappointed kami at ayun broken hearted na nga yung isang bata, binili niya ako ng headband na sparkling pink! (segue lang) eh since soobrang sad na niya di ko alam kung pano i-handle i started calling LUST and ENVY. si envy pagod, si lust sakto nasa quiapo na so nagkita kami.

nagkita kita kami at kumain si lust sa chowking. tapos naglibot uli habnag may plastik sa bibig o kaya sa mata at nag VIDEOKE! woohooo kadiri yung videokehan..parang magkaka-aids ka pag umupo ka sa upuan. ambaho soobra. enewei kumanta kami ng cool songs with matching high notes! kinanta ko "Laging Naroon ka" si tina "Shalala" na kapos na kapos sa lyrics kaya mejo inantok kami. si seng panalo "Luha" mejo napaos kami kakakanta nung Luha pero 99 ang score ni lust asteeeeg! ayun so di na kami makahinga kakatawa ng biglang... ayaw bumukas ng sliding door. ika nga sa resident evil "the door won't budge" putek auko mamatay stuck in that filthy room... di pa namin mahila maayos kasi tawang tawa kami.. hay naku grabe what a day talaga..

eto ang tinatawag kong bulakbol...enewei first time ko sa isetann ngayon, first time ko sa quiapo noon kasama ko si king, tpos first time ko sa divisoria kasama ko si seng! eto ang mga panalong lugar sa pilipinas hehe babalik ako i swear! ;p

mahaba na to pero gusto ko pa dumaldal.. kahapon nagadventure ako kasi na lock ko nga ang bahay so mega akyat akyat ako sa mga bakod in high heels and blue uniform skirt tapos minsan na nga lang ako sumakay ng bus papasok nabangga pa ang putek.. ayun wala lang action-packed..

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Thursday, November 13, 2008
5:19 AM

gusto kong mag-post ng napaka-walang kwentang entry ngayon. una sa lahat, hindi naman ako preacher o teacher, kaya wala ka talagang matututunan sa mga pinagsususulat ko. 'pag binasa mo 'to, maiintindihan kita... wala ka ring magawa sa buhay mo ngayon ano? marami kang gustong i-post, pero tinatamad ka rin ba kagaya ako? or you just can't put them into words?

gusto ko lang mag-post kasi masarap umepal ngayon. ilang minuto na lang, 2 a.m. na. kung sana lang hindi na ako nag-post ng ganitong kawalang-kwentang post, e di sana naumpisahan ko na yung entry na gusto ko talagang i-post. sana rin hindi ka na nagababasa ng napakawalang-kwentang entry na 'to.

pero bakit binabasa mo pa rin? jologs 'tong ginagawa ko, men. parang yung mga walang kakwena-kwentang comments sa friendster na "hi, maikli lang 'to. kakamustahin lang sana kita, pero busy ka yata kaya naisip ko, hindi na lang, ayoko sanang maka-istorbo, pero sana kahit papaano ay na-appreciate mo yung pangungumusta ko. ano, kumusta ka na? yada, yada, yada" at yung notorious na classic testi na "eto ang pinaka-walang kwentang testi, blah blah, blah." i'm sure binasa mo 'yung mga 'yun, at sa dinami-dami ng pwedeng basahin, isa 'yun sa mga natapos mo. e bakit nga ba? sino bang may sabi na dapat lahat ng post e may kwenta? bawal bang magsulat ng hindi pinag-iisipan? bobo ka na ba once makita ng tao yung side mo na napaka-walang kwenta? and on top of it, dapat bang laging maganda ang i-project mo sa mga tao? ang hirap mag-edit ng sarili. 'wag kang plastik. mas masaya pa rin maging jologs. chillax lang...

kung ang tao nga minsan salita na lang nang salita, wala namang kwenta yung sinasabi eh. may natututunan ka ba sa kanila? yung mga prof mo, minsan, dakdak lang nang dakdak, may naiintindihan ka ba? wala naman diba? baka rin kasi minsan, ayaw mo lang talagang tanggapin ang mga naririnig mo. tunog lang naman 'yang mga 'yan eh. lilipas rin sila. wala pa 'kong alam na pagkahaba-habang salita na lumampas ng three seconds 'pag binigkas. oo na, sige na. supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. walang three seconds diba? ano pa? 'wag kang pilosopo. i'm not talking about compound words. yung mga isahan lang. nosebleed eh.

pero hindi naman lahat ng nakakausap mong walang kwentang magsalita ay senseless. masarap lang talaga minsan kumawala. dapat ba lahat ng stories ay happy or sad ending at may lesson? e paano kung sa gitna pa lang ng kwento e bigla na lang natapos at hindi mo na alam kung ano nang nangyari? nag-brown out kumbaga, o sadyang walang kwenta lang ang plot. bitin diba? kahit sa totoong buhay may ganyan. hindi rin 'yung mga kasing predictable ng mga pelikulang pinoy na naka-template na. iniiba na lang yung love team at yung setting, e pwede mo nang hulaan yung ending. yayaman ang inaapi. masusunog/masasagasaan/mababaril/masasabugan, at eventually, mamamatay na kunwari ang kontrabida, pero hindi pala. buhay pa pala siya. pero magwawagi pa rin ang bida. bida 'yun eh! e bakit 'yun may nanonood pa rin? at bakit sa mga ganito ay may nagbabasa pa rin? see?

salamat nga pala ah... :)

-mas wala akong kwenta kasi kay tin tong post na to eh..huy tin pansinin mo naman ako mababaliw na ako dito huhu..penge naman valium! need to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!

think happy thoughts!

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hehe as usual di ako makatulog kaya eto...pinapanood ko ang grease play natin...at soobrang sakit na ng tiyan ko kakatawa... haha bumubulong pa si jmee sa camera "bakit ganyan yung lights?" haha tpos yung grease lightning panalo talaga...hahaha.. at ang tigas talaga ng katawan ni djosa hahahahaha

haha nung kiss part natawa yung audience natawa din si djosa hahaha.. at ang napakahabang awkaward moment of darkness and silence..at si iris na nagsingit ng props haha..

yesssss ang sexay ni rizzo..whoot whoot! (eew that's the pregnant girl - lame line hahahaha)
kung stressed kayo panoorin niyo.garantisado haha nakakatawa haha

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Wednesday, November 05, 2008
3:10 AM

This is probably my last entry before I take a hiatus on "multiply-ing" since school will officially start tomorrow. add to that that tomorrow's schedule is sooo exciting! read: catholic journalism and the lulling voice of the investigative jrn prof.

anyway, we happen to scratch the surface of the topic "Zodiac signs" and it is by far the most decent thing i can think of as the subject of my entry. i googled on the personality traits of a particular sign and tried to decipher how two poles meet! sounds fun noh? hehe

here are SB's signs:
joyce: Taurus
nikka: Taurus
Tina: Pisces
Ate B: Pisces
Joseinne: Cancer
Jaycee: Leo
boylet?: Scorpio
. . .
(ay si djosa pa pala haha joke) Djosa: Cancer

(first stop, me and nikkam)

Taurus

Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy
stubborn

-> grabe tumpak toh, it's sooo me! kaya pala hindi kami magkaintindihan ni nikka, parehas kami stubborn so walang gusto magpatalo haha since we're both resentful malamang ma-pride din kami parehas hehe

(me and Tina and Ate B)

Taurus see above..

Pisces

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

-> haha si tin nga to at c justine imaginative, mahilig parehas sa poetry hehe. escapist that's tin (gusto lagi lumayas haha) secretive hmm ate B..both easily led.dahil selfless daw kayo at self-indulgent ako magkakasundo tayo??

(me and seng and djosa)

Cancer

Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic

Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go

->haha senti people!! changeable and moody yep i agree.. overemotional and touchy si mrs. akeem yan!! hehe, remember, "pakyu all guys!" clinging and unable to let go..ahem..ms ignacio..teka overemotional din si seng! know why we jive? kasi i'm warmhearted, loving, persistent, and placid that i can keep up with you guys who happen to have major mood swings and a bunch of rants in your pockets peace ;p

(me and mudra jaycee)

Leo

Generous and warmhearted
Creative and enthusiastic
Broad-minded and expansive
Faithful and loving

Pompous and patronizing
Bossy and interfering
Dogmatic and intolerant

-> yuh broad minded si jc kaya masarap kwentuhan ng mga hinanakit at ng mga kung ano pang ka-chekahan..bossy siya but hey it works most of the time especially in group projects haha..pompous.ahmm dogmatic daw? intolerant pero madalas no choice kundi i tolerate ang shortcomings namin awww haha.. hmm why we jive..ewan basta we do (screw this thing hehe)

(me and boylet)

Scorpio

Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

->determined? sa kalokohan. exciting? oo puro kasi kalokohan alam or yun lang tlga laman ng utak haha. jealous siya jealous din ako so wala na kaagad hmm.. obstinate siya stubborn ako..ok so hindi talaga compatible.. who cares! haha

pasensya na wala talaga ako maisip na matino. got high with Nitz' Peaches and cream.. going nutty sugar high haha..ok tutulog na ako..still have class tom.aga 1p.m. hirap gumising.. ;p

think happy thoughts!

(0) comments Monday, November 03, 2008
2:38 AM

If we’d transcend from the foundations that we’ve been holding on to, we’d realize that they are actually illogical and well, plain silly. We humans do hang on to stuff that don’t really make sense. Let alone our superstitions etc., take for example nationalism wherein we make bonds with people merely because of common geographic reasons. To think that we don’t even have interpersonal relationships with these people.

Even religion in that matter. We hold on to these structures that underlie our society without even knowing if someone just woke up one morning and decided to create a religion. In Kurt Vonnegut’s Cat’s Cradle, Bokononism was born out of a lie. No one really holds the truth, no one can know what is.

But that is Vonnegut, he thinks the world is meaningless and that everything about existence is absurd. I think it’s a matter of perspective because we are set to live our own lives and it doesn’t matter if we choose to live the lie, as Vonnegut sees it, or life. Like choosing faith despite gushes of doubt once in a while.

After all the quest for truth is unattainable in a lifetime, so why sulk in the unending quest for the cat’s cradle?

newton hoenikker: No wonder kids grow up crazy. A cat's cradle is nothing but a bunch of X's between somebody's hands, and little kids look and look and look at all those X's . . . No damn cat, no damn cradle.

If existence is absurd then let’s just live the lie, they don’t hurt most of the time. Let’s ask questions that have no answers. Who is John Galt? (introduction to Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand)

(I wanted to make a review of Cat’s Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut but found it tedious so this is all that I can produce for the time being. Anyway, I’m currently reading Atlas Shrugged and trying (really) hard to finish it.)

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(0) comments Sunday, November 02, 2008
12:21 AM

hindi na ako fan ni bob ong kasi naging mainstream na siya..and admit it naging boring na yung succeeding books niya..enewei nakaw ko lang to nakakatawa eh hehe

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka niya."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag kang hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na hindi mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo ung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga ung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw ung bida sa script na pinili niya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala."

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan."

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, huwag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo.
Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit?
Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo ung mga bagay na nakakasakit sayo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

21. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.

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