vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Friday, October 31, 2008
4:02 AM

... for the kill.

Anticipation and apprehension are overwhelming me now that classes are about to resume a few days from now. I’m prepping up for the last semester of my college life, or the last few months I’ll ever spend as a student. Clearly, I have no plans of getting a masteral degree though I ironically love to be in school. Not for the academic drama but for the chilling-out moment with my friends.

Anyway sembreak’s almost out but still haven’t savored it. This had been the busiest break I’ve ever had, to think that we weren’t even able to work on our thesis. Haaaay, ghad I’m no longer enthused with our study (and whether I like it or not, we have no choice but to pursue it. Besides, it’s too late to go back to square one).

I’m actually feeling a little sad, knowing that in a few months I’ll be out of school regardless of the hell weeks that we are all bound to encounter. After this we’ll be trying our luck in the real world and it’s kinda scaring me. I’m not sure if I’m fit to enter a world full of risks.

Then again, it’s my last semester and I want to make the best out of it since my whole college has been nothing but ordinary. Better spend more crazy moments and enlightening conversations with my friends. w-wait, why am I like making a goodbye note of some sort? Hehe I just can’t think of anything to talk about.
Have you ever felt that? When you want to talk about so many things, like when you’ve had so many experiences that you want to share but is too lazy to talk about them because you simply don’t know where to start? And you get anxious that you might miss out something? Well, I’m getting that a lot lately.

I’m excited over something that I’m not certain about. Isn’t that weird? Maybe I’m having back to school jitters! Hehe anyway I have to catch Zs now, have to leave early for the annual cemetery escapade tomorrow. Escapade?! Hehe

Btw, we enrolled yesterday and for an undetermined reason, the three of us were scatter brains then with our thoughts flying off somewhere distant. We were so random we can’t even hold a conversation long enough on something specific . our speech were also slurred, as if we were drunk. Really weird hehe..

p.s. you might want to watch pussycat dolls’ new single feat. Missy Elliott titled Whatcha think about that. Nicole’s hot tssssss plus as expected their routine's really good. ;p

p.s.s. about the title, going in for the kill..it was nothing just thought it looked cute. hehe

think happy thoughts!

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