whew! feels like it has been ages since i last posted. moreover, I'd like to flash one wide grin 'coz I'm happy! it's not bit of a rare occurence anyway coz i'm happy most of the time but lately i really am. now the pessimist in me says it won't last long (sorrie those are ideas that couldn't help pop up) but anyhow i'd like to savor the moments. before you jump into any conclusions, its not a boy i'm talking about. i'm definitely not in love (good gracious!)

things had just been doing well, that is. first, daddie's back from the edge of the Philippines all safe and sound. second, a precarious thing came up though i don't want to celebrate about it, it doesnt call for one anyway. third, bronze awardees' names was posted last week and it feels good to see familiar names in it, including mine of course. i know it might be the first and last time but hey i really feel good about it! well, loads of school work had always been nerve racking but last week the last two chapters for our thesis this semester was submitted and it turned out fine. so, I'm kinda taking a break. i did nothing the whole week but lie down and play crash twinsanity and nba live '08. it feels really good to find time to relax. after all, in no less than two weeks school will be over! woohooo! my spirit's jumping for joy, imagine that?! hehe

however, there will be no summer vacation for us. instead, we have to work our butts of in our internship. oh and by the way, I'm not yet sure where i will be having my OJT? hope they [those publications i sent my application to] call me up and give their approval. hai, life's hard. hehe I'm contradicting my previous statements. I'm suppose to make this a "happy" post!

basta I'm happy! for the meantime and right now, I'm thinking of not worrying about what'll do tomorrow, even though i know that by the moment i wake up tomorrow i will be rummaging on my to-do list in my organizer and start getting that "C-syndrome" again. the freak i am.

anyway, I'd like to share my current addiction (no, its not a koreanovela or a taiwanese drama hehe) its a song i came to know about through tina and i so luurve it! :p

Sleeps with Butterflies - Tori Amos
airplanes take you away again
boy you're flying above where we live
and i look up, a glare in my eyes
are you having regrets about last night?
im not, but i like rivers that rush in
so then i dove in
is there trouble ahead?
for you the acrobat, i wont push you
unless you have a net

you say the words you know i will find you
but if you need some time i dont mind
i dont hold unto the tail of your kite
im not like the girsl that youve known
but i believe im worth coming home to
kiss away the night this girl only sleeps with butterflies

balloons look good from on the ground
i fear pins and needles around
we may fall and stumble upon the carousel
it could take us anywhere

*ooh* *ooh* so luv it! been singing it for 4 days now!

think happy thoughts!