vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
11:40 PM

what's your problem? everyone has one right?! right? mine you might say is shallow but what the heck it's my problem not yours.. ok didn't make sense back there..oh well..

way back in highschool i was diagnosed with this certain skin disorder.. sebhorric dermatitis if you haven't heard of it..well too bad for you and worse for me.. i dreaded the two moths that that thing had become so evident that i barely wanted to go out of our house or even go to school. i tried so many medications but my skin was so sensitive so i had to discard them all. the things that the dermatologist prescribed gave me rashes and stuff.. 'twas really depressing..

fortunately, a steroid cream did the trick. and it went off. i thought it was over. after three years of medication i decided to stop using the cream because of the steroid content. but then it comes back for vengeance. oh my.. i need those hydrocortisones (sorry for the technical terms, u knoe derm jargons) but the brand that i was looking for was nowhere to be found. i told myself that i should not use it anyway so that i could outgrow it. but its reappearance is inevitable and that is when i found out the horror of it... there is no cure for this. it was genetic, and dermatologists don't even know what causes it. another thing, only steroid creams can control it.

wtf? that is my dillemma..its not right to use those creams with steroid content because it affects the brain but it leaves me with no choice... fcuk this, i'm not being vain 'coz im not one in the first place but hey my confidence is going down the drain.. i need a cure that hasn't been found yet..it sucks..

think happy thoughts!

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again napakasaya ko dahil may telephone na ule! woohoo! shit, i thought i was gonna die of boredom this christmas break because PLDT told us that it will take them 3 weeks to fix whatever it is that needs to be fixed. i know christmas time is high time for all sorts of things pero naman wag nio (pitik kable gang) na ipakilo ung mga kable ng pldt..hehe ung sa bayantel naman haha..

almost 2 mos. have passed swiftly this semester and i can say that it's not going ryt. maybe because all those time i was looking forward to the break that i never felt the need to take my academics seriously. but i don't want to talk about school stuff today. :p

oo nga pala, we had our first ever christmas party at Niccolo's house err mansion? ayun we were late because i came late to our agreed meeting time hehe.. that was because i had a hard time choosing what to wear. haay i know that was lame but we had fun! imagine after that tiring party wherein we left at around 2am eh nagbyahe pa kami to las pinas to spend the night at joseinne's house. ayun it was my first time to ride an ordinary killer bus saya saya! when we got there we still had the energy to sing! talagang videoke the night away haha singing "cool" songs like itsumo, you treat me like a rose, kaba and an F4 song with choreography pa! haha..

as of now, im stucked here at home doing nothing. palamunin nnman ako. a friend of mine was inviting me to make pasyal daw (xet konyo haha..) eh di ko alam ssbhin ko..shyness ako eh, after all its been a year (if my memory did not fail me) since we last saw each other kaya aun..

anyway, meron pala akong mga to-do things this break dahil walang patawad ang mga professors.at ang pinaka nakakaintrigang assignment ay ang sa photojrn hay.. 12 shots ng banyo? find beauty in it daw.. hmm di ko pa nman gamay ung cam ko.. i tend to forget all those rules about the aperture and shutter speeds.. oo nga pala we had our first plate in photography but since we have to deal with films here i can't post them here in multiply. tutal it's not that good naman halatang novice.

that's it for now, inupdate ko lng tong multiply ko mtgal tgal kc akong nawala sa circulation potah kc ang pldt eh :p

think happy thoughts!

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