vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Saturday, September 15, 2007
6:02 AM

omg..here i am again getting depressed over my grades..and my bangs (anu ba yan ang sakit sa bangs!)
I am to give an update of my uber hectic life, this time I'm not exaggerating. the semester is coming to a close, which could also mean aside from the semestral break, tons of requirements to cap off the sem. i can feel it now, all hell will break loose.
to give you an idea of how things are doing, i'll show you the list of the "to-do" things for academic reasons alone: (this could also serve as my personal reminder)
-thesis in Filipino (in Tagalog of course)
- A literary Journalism paper, wherein we do our own reserach for a good story and all that stuff
- a 52 paged glossy magazine of substance (take note of substance) that would include all original feature articles and photos of ours. also lotsa lotsa legwork to far off places and chasing VIP sources. and the publishing of course which would surely cost us some bucks. oh and don't forget the all night lay-outing (wait that didn't sound right..who cares?!)
- a special presentation of Mahabharata for our classic lit. class
- searching the archives section of every published article that might contain a relation or comparison whatsoever with any element of classic literatures. and a critique paper on that.
- a research paper on gender differences regarding their olfactory sense.
- another experiment about ESP which will be followed by another reserach paper.
- a hamster experiment, you know the kind where you train the hamster how to get out of a measly maze. why can't we just put a string around its neck and drag it to the exit. grr many people loves putting you into shit.
- an 8-paged almost broadsheet sized newspaper. since i was on the news section, I'll have to hound the news myself - - legwork.
- article due for the Journalese. (I've done this one already)

so many things to do with such a little time. we barely have four weeks to finish all that. so guys, pls don't be surprised if you happen to see me walking aimlessly on the streets.

just when i thought that was too much, there was more...
since things are getting really stressful, i decided to have my long hair cut. unfortunately, that stupid biatch gave me super short and thick bangs which i didn't ask him to do so. and so, now i feel more stressed because i'll have to take care of another things and that is my stupidly sported bangs.

at syempre ang grades ko kay patatas.. i mean, my news articles are not good enough for him. i know that i don't participate well in his class because he bores me with his egocentric discussions but...no but's. i guess i'm just not good enough. this is so frustrating, im already a junior in this course, yet still i don't seem good enough. sometimes i do, other times, not. there is no consistency, no assurance. my self-esteem is depleting. i'm doing well in other subjects but in that particular subject which is one of my majors.. oh no i don't even want to think about it. i don't want to flunk in his subject.

as of now, I'm desperately trying to relax by surfinng the net at 1:38 am..how's that for relaxation?! hai.. joycee aja!
"this too shall pass, like everything in the world.." - matchbox twenty, Last Beautiful girl

think happy thoughts!

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