vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Monday, August 20, 2007
6:55 PM

2nd Tuesday: I'll talk about Fears
mood: good

prang format lng ng Tuesdays with Morrie noh..haha.. that's because i had to read that book all over again for the sake of my preliminary exam in feature writing.. and speaking of preliminary exams, i just want to say that, Egay you made me happy and sad at the same time..
you cancelled our preliminary exams last week!! and now we are bombarded with 3 exams, including dreadful psychology, and a make-up class (which i assume will be very boring) in classic literature this week, i mean tomorrow. anyway i don't want to talk about my academic matters for the moment..i want to talk about my recent troubles.. :p

first, we were tasked to make a confession article (pantastek, da word is bery strong! - mayor rap ku) and i was deeply troubled (tlgang ganun..) because i don't have a story worth telling. you see, i don't really have problems as in problems-that-will-change-your-life sort if thing. i was contented with everything that happened in my life. things went smoothly for me. good thing, everytime the deadline of that article draws closer a super typhoon comes to visit the Philippines, and so CHED declares no classes! *whoot* *whoot* but then i would still submit that paper, they were just delaying my agony (agony tlga eh noh?!) haha kalokohan.. syempre drama lng un pra may epeks hehe.. so i sat down and contemplated..wushoo.. *ting* (<-lightbulb) that's it! my problem is that i don't have a problem and that it's hard to make a problem! i started typing it and it only reached two pages (lame..) and it wasn't even a bit interesting.. so i tried to be serious (tried really hard..) and found out that i don't have problems because i never ventured into somethings that might result to such. just like what Joseinne said, i never left my comfort zone. i don't want complicated things. everything must be in order, like moving by the hands of the clock. result: sacrifice small dreams for a larger dream - peaceful soul. but i guess that won't take me anywhere and I'd be missing out a lot in life. i really wanted to expound my narration about this but that would be like posting my confessions for the public to know ryt?! haha..after i solved my first problem, which is to make an article, now i have to do with another one which is to try taking risks and experience spontaneity. hai lyf, people can never be contented tlga. second, my leg still hurts once in a while (andun pren ung bukol!! P@*^$% ka manong!) naku mmya may crack pla ung bone ko tpos lumala siya! pag nakita ko tlga c manong motorbike gugulpihin ko siya! third, i'm sitting in front of the computer since the moment i woke up today at 8am and i'm still here rummaging on the keyboard posting this blog and i have three exams tom, and i still haven't studied for psychology and spanish.

think happy thoughts!

Comments: Post a Comment