vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
9:10 PM

the pains of having..

the red flag is up at such an untimely date...i hate this.
so i had to rush to a nearby beloved sari-sari store (the only store here in our street), that store is tended by someone who goes by the name "Ate Neng" (nice sikat...:p). so, i was expecting that she would be the one to sell to me. unfortunately, that wasn't what happened. it turned out, that some of her nieces were having a vacation there and so they help her out with the store.

of course, i couldn't say what i needed and bought chips instead. i went home grumbling, because i don't want those chips anyway but i had to munch on them after all i paid for it.
after eating that bland junk food, i went there again hoping it would be ate neng but it seems that fate is toying with me. again the same guy appeared, i was whispering to my mind "hey asshole, i don't need you, i need ate neng could you get out of here your face irritates me noh! something's dripping down here and i need to buy that stuff immediately!" but i had to act nice so i bought more of that chips. i was getting sick of it since i just ate lunch and i'm still full. after finishing that second batch i decided to give my third try some time. i waited but was feeling uneasy, well you know.

for the third time, i told myself before going that if the same thing happens i'll just buy it anyway. and you know what? again he appeared. real bullshit. however, i couldn't say what i really need. i AGAIN bought the same chips so he mused that "tanghaling tapat chichirya ng chichirya" i just said hehehehe but you should know how much i wanted to raise my finger at him.

i murmured "shit, shit, shit, shit" repeatedly on my way back. how come i couldn't just say what i needed? i think it was kind of embarrassing. i have already spent a lot on those stupid chips but if i'd try for the fourth time and he will be the one to render service to me that would be more embarrassing because he will be suspicious that that was what i really wanted since the beginning. hmph. but i had no choice, this is now or never.haha suspense...

i went there, rang the bell. and ate neng came out, i heaved a deep sigh. such relief. i bought what i needed and left with a big smile on my face.

so what is the pain of having? the fuss, the hassle, the embarrassment, dysmenorrhea(but i don't usually have this during my periods), and that hole in your pocket if you have to keep buying something else when the vendor is not of your same gender. :p

by the way, i would like to apologize for using so much of the cuss words, i'm trying my damnest to minimize the cuss words..next time! pis awt!

think happy thoughts!