vacant_junk_lot (where i dump these thoughts)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007
8:04 PM

DEATH

this past few weeks,i have been confronted with different images of death.
let me enumerate them so you can at least get the picture:
1. a stabbing incident at an fx terminal,a drunk man stabbed the "barker" for not giving him a few bucks..that drunkard asshole..
2. a securtiy guard shot an fx driver for a reason which i am totally bewildered of, and since he was so smart to use a shotgun, of course the bullets passed through the vehicle's windows and went through two other bystanders across the street.. great..blood everywhere. :)
3. while riding an fx, there is no significance for adding this detail but i guess this adds color, Hotel California was being played and was singing along with it, then the windshield just cracked and broke while we are fast on the road.
4. i saw a lady with her kid, they were crossing the highway (what the?! why not use the overpass) and they got hit by a speeding black toyota corolla with plate number..nope don't remember. the girl went unconscious and i went hysterical inside the fx that woke other passengers and they thought i fell from the vehicle. they sure do got some weird imaginations too you know.
5. i saw the guy that was shot while in his taxi at commonwealth (yeah that got me late for theology class)

...so what?! these images, i do not think about these things in my waking hours but i guess they haunt me since i dreamt about these several times now already. but what is there to fear about death? we all know it's coming, just don't know when. my problem is i feel like i'm one of the people being chased by death now..haha freak! i'm too ambitious to assume that this is similar to the plot of "final destination" anyway, if i'm going to die then be it. i do not actually fear death, i fear dying without proving anything in life yet, not making anything out of it. i think that it is such a waste to die young because you haven't seen life to the maximum extent and i think it's great to die at an old age because then you'll feel that you're done with it and let your end be the beginning of someone else to see how great it is to live. well i've been talking nonesense anyway, who would be interested about death. oh im not done yet! i had another light bulb flashing, what if there was a person who was too curious about what there in the next life, and because this is something which is inexperienced, he though of a plan like his spirit will make it a point to tell living people what he is experiencing, of course he'll kill himself first but he'll make an excuse that he is on a mission of such, but i guess he'd still never find out what's there in the next life because his spirit will just keep roaming around here and never transcend you know things about unfinished businesses and other spirits will tell him, "hey stupid ass you won't get any unless you detach yourself from this world" haha ok so that was like a quickie nonsense fiction... this had been long already, too boring..

think happy thoughts!

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